Me. All of me.
I am //
sharp; a feminist; sapphic; tantric; a bard; decadent; hype-deprived; clandes·tinity; satiric;
a penniless writer; amoviejunkie; astuteliar; ambiguous; cryptic(so i've been told);a RENThead; abstractloon
; an honarary Sanguinary; occasionally rambunctious; reticent; nondescript; a Xenite; buoyant; languorous;
esoteric; destitute; escapism; onetrackmind; subtext; a TiBettter; neurotic; stoned; SLEEP-deprived
i want impenetrablity.
Saturday, March 03, 2007
here, i write you.
this is as(muchas)clarity's gonna get(to you)... no?
i stand, willingly, before you.
pleading, dreaming, bleeding
for you to see past pride, charade, ashen lies.i am what i am.i am a shy desert cactus.i am what i am.i am nothing, if but the secret soul's survivori am what i am.
as my soul burns;
i dance.
i am what i am.as my mind slips;
i creep.
i am what i am.as my heart yearns;i sink.i am what i am.the Fates sings of the fool that i am.i am what i am.a harbinger of empty abandon.i am what i am.a body in blatant despair.i am what i am.a lone heart. a phony warrior. a bleeding grin.i am what i am.i am, if not, in plain sight, a girl not unburdened by wants or desires.i am a sparrow, ugly songbird nonetheless;i sing to you. for you.oh yes indeed. you.i am my parchment, i am my quill;there, i write you.for i am, this morbid person, ambiguousness itself.Labels: this ambiguousness alone
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