Saturday, August 20, 2005
i know you are reading this.
i know you are reading this.
i welcome that.
i don't hide. i won't run.this is a mess that none of us can clean.
i wished none of this ever happened, sincerely i do.
and we were like what we used to be.
people around you
said i lied to you.did i?
have i forgotten my lies with this small useless brain crazed with my idols?
if so, tell me.
make me remember.
you said you can't smile,
when she's around
well, neither can i.
what is she? what does she want?that i have no clue.
you said you knew.
a bitch, you called her.
til today i wonder if it's true.
is she a good actress?
does she lie through her teeth?
if she does,
then you know
i won't be able to see.cause you know i'm not a good judge of character.
black and white is no difference to me.but then again, i remember,
you can see right through me.
you cried,
the reason to me is unknown.
but she cried too.
whose tears should i believe? so who's lying now, you or her?tell me.
i know you are reading this.
2:14 AM
