Monday, August 22, 2005
you can't erase me.
do you get what i'm saying?
do you understand these words of mine?
these words that are meant for you.
there are so many things i want to say,
so many things to make you believe.
have i lost your trust?
or is it my trust in you that is gone?
do you look back on memories we shared,
and wished i wasn't there?
to you,
i'm just a blank. _______________
missing from your memories.
a friend to be forgotten.
a face to hate.
to erase.
but just so you know,
and this is the absolute truth,
you can't erase the past,
....nope, you can't.
you can't erase my existence,
....unless you kill me.
you can't erase me,
....but you can try.
4:53 PM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
i know you are reading this.
i know you are reading this.
i welcome that.
i don't hide. i won't run.this is a mess that none of us can clean.
i wished none of this ever happened, sincerely i do.
and we were like what we used to be.
people around you
said i lied to you.did i?
have i forgotten my lies with this small useless brain crazed with my idols?
if so, tell me.
make me remember.
you said you can't smile,
when she's around
well, neither can i.
what is she? what does she want?that i have no clue.
you said you knew.
a bitch, you called her.
til today i wonder if it's true.
is she a good actress?
does she lie through her teeth?
if she does,
then you know
i won't be able to see.cause you know i'm not a good judge of character.
black and white is no difference to me.but then again, i remember,
you can see right through me.
you cried,
the reason to me is unknown.
but she cried too.
whose tears should i believe? so who's lying now, you or her?tell me.
i know you are reading this.
2:14 AM